“If it was a few years ago, I would definitely say that I want to have a grand wedding, but now that I am living without desire, I just want to go back to my hometown and give all my money to my mother, telling her that I want to emigrate abroad and told her not to worry about me. "
Tang Xiao narrowed his eyes. "You are filial."
I did not reply. It was too sad to talk about such things at this time. Ever since I realized that I might be infected, I found that I had been totally silent on the topic of death. I had not lived enough yet and mom still needed somebody to care for her. The more I thought about it, the heavier my heart became.
Tang Xiao probably felt that the topic was too heavy so he kept driving his car without a word. An orchestra of insect sound resonated from outside the window, making the air to be particularly solitary.
After we returned to the condominium, we were back to our usual life cycle. Tang Xiao would go to work in his company, while I would translate documents at home. We would not exchange much words in a day. Sometimes, we would quarrel when he came back but I would always lose to him. I guessed he must be a member of the debate team when he was in school.