Chapter 11: The Past

• I was stopped in a large tree because I felt dizzy and vomited. I sat here and leaned my back against a tree. I sighed weakly and massaged my forehead. I looked up at the sky and I couldn't help but smile because I remembered something that had happened before. Too many stars in the sky. I noticed a star that was so bright that I smiled bitterly. I remember Grandpa, Grandma, and yanyan. They were the only people who considered me family and loved me deeply. They were also the only ones who didn’t push me away and hurt me. I did not realize that my tears were already flowing. I miss them so much.
• I looked at the stars in the sky and smiled. I still remember what Grandpa told us with my cousin. I will never forget that, so whenever I am sad I always look at the sky. Sometimes I even include Yanyan, Black, Dark, Red, and Blue. They also love the stars. We were always together when we were young because our grandparents were friends. Since childhood we have been together, they are the ones I consider true friends who have not hurt me or judged me. They are the only people who understand me. They are also the ones who are always there by my side and never leave me alone. We miss the days we were still together. We miss the quarrels, bullying, and bonding with our friends.
• I miss them. I miss my Grandpa, my cousin, and my Boybestfriends. I smiled bitterly and bowed. The memory of Lolo and yanyan came back to me.