Chapter 6

• Rosie pov,
• Suddenly someone touched my shoulder, I turned to look... Its manju.. She wiped my tears and told me in soft tone,
• "Don't cry anni( sister in law).. Everything will be alright.. Believe me.. Now have your breakfast"..
• After saying it, she extend her hand to give me breakfast plate.. Before I could reply her or get a plate from her hand, We heard his mother voice from dinning hall..
• "Manju.. Tell her to eat little.. May be its will help her to reduce weight "
• After telling it, Varun and his mother continued their laughing section.. After hearing their laugh, loud cry ripped right through my heart.. I cried loudly.. Manju hugged me and patted my back and told me repeatedly,
• "Everything will be alright anni"..
• Manju released me from her hug after my cries dried down and told me,
• "Here have this food anni ( sister in law)"
• "No.. I will have it later.. Your getting late for college.. So now you go and get ready to go college.." I replied her in assuring tone..
• She nodded with a sigh and went to her room..
• After keeping food in hotbox.. I went backside of kitchen and sat in square shape stone.. We don't understand the beauty of our parents love when we are with them, We will understand the beauty of their love after leaving them.. My mom would always tell me to eat more.. For that I would always reply her with frown,
• "Mom i am already looking fat, still you are telling to eat more"..
• My mom caress my cheek lovingly and reply in fake angry tone
• "Rosie.. Stop saying you are fat.. You are looking healthy and beautiful" and then she would kiss my cheek lovingly..
• Again fresh tears start to pour out from my eyes while remembering them.. I miss them.. I wish to see them again.. I wish to sleep in my mom lap again.. I wish to held my father hand again.. I wish to put silly fight with my brother again.. I wish to hear my mother scold again.. I wish to eat my mother prepared food again... I wish to go back my home.. My real home.. But I don't dare to do it.. Always I have seen love and proudness in their eyes for me, now I don't have strength to see disappointment and shame in their eyes.. I broke their trust.. My stupidity make my family humiliated before everyone..
• After wiping my tears, I decided to search job.. Even low pay job means also okay..I can't eat their food freely.. Atleast I can give them money for food and rent.. Now i don't have much money.. After paying hostel fees for this month, I only have 20,000 in my bank account.. From that money I can give 10,000 rupee to varun for rent and food for 2 month..
• For that, first i have to know, is there any bank near this area.. Let ask manju about bank details.. I have her number in my phone.. Where is my phone ??.. Yup, Its in his bedroom..
• After deciding it, I enter into his home through kitchen door to go his room.. On the way, I saw his mom.. She told me to cook food for afternoon.. oh god!!.. How will I tell her that I don't know cooking..
• Think rosie.. Think rosie.. Yup!!..First, somehow I have to go to bank and withdraw money from there.. After that, I can think about cooking.. Its good idea.. First to go bank, I have to get her permission to go outside.. Therefore I asked her in low tone,
• "Madam.. Can U go market.. I need to buy something"
• "Okay.. Go but have to come within one hour" She told me in ordering tone
• "Okay madam".. I replied and went to his room upstairs..
• After entering his room.. I searched for him but he is not in the room.. Where is he??..
• "May be he went to office.. Even after breakfast incident, still you are expecting him to inform you about his whereabouts.. Don't forget that you are just a maid for him" My mind mocked me..
• Yeah, How can I forget it.. Anyway, let's call manju..
• "Okay.. Thank you for your help manju.. Yeah.. I will manage.." After talking with her on the phone, I cut the call.
• Then, I took purse from the bag and went to bank and withdrawn 10,000 rupees from my account.. On the way back to home, I saw medical shop.. When I saw the medical shop, I remembered his words,
• "Don't forget take pill"..
• Anyway, I can't get pregnant.. Then whats the use of taking pill !!
• "Sorry Mrs.Rosie Varun.. You can't get pregnant again"..
• While remembering doctor word, tear slipped from my eye.. I placed my hand on my stomach over the saree and looked up at the sky.. I remembered all those memories which I buried deeply in my heart.. Still its hurting like a fresh wound.. Sorry baby, I couldn't able save you.. Please forgive your stupid mother.. After restraining my emotions, I reached his home..
• After entering his home, I saw his mother sitting in sofa and watching tv.. Before she would noticing me, I tried to go his room but my bad luck.. I heard her voice as I walk behind her slowly..
• "Hey girl.. Wait.."
• I stopped walking and turned and looked at her.. Regardless of my look, She was staring at me from top to bottom with some kind of thoughts.. I could not figure out what she was thinking.. I stood in front of her hesitatedly.. After few seconds, she asked me,
• " What's your name..??"
• Why everyone are asking my name.. Yesterday her son asked and today she is asking..
• "Rosie Madam".. I replied her
• "Okay rosie.. Go and cook something for lunch.. For dinner, cook chappathi with egg gravy.. And one more thing you can call me aunty.. Now go and do your work.."
• I nodded as to reply her and went kitchen to prepare the food..
• Main problem is, I don't know how to cook.. What to do ??.. Think rosie.. Think.. Wow!!.. I got a fantastic idea.. I can cook with the help of youtube.. Wohoo rosie !!. Super idea.. You are great.. Let's cook..
• After 2 hour, I prepared vegetable pulao with chicken gravy.. After cleaning all the mess which i created while cooking.. I planned to go his room to take some rest due to tiredness..
• Therefore, I start to clean kitchen speedily but before completing it.. His mother came and ordered me to clean the whole house.. I feel like crying after hearing her next order.. But what to do.. I can't do anything against her right !!.. As per varun order.. Therefore I just agreed with her..
• From past 15 mintues, I was cleaning his house.. Oh god!!.. I think i am going to die today.. Morning itself her son try to kill me.. Because of him, I still feel soreness between my leg and my body full are paining.. Now his mother trying to kill me by giving all those work.. Jesus, how I am going to live here for 6 month..
• As I was lamenting to god, abruptly I heard voice behind me.. I was startled due to sudden voice and turned to see who.. It was his father who is standing in front of me and trying to control his laugh.. Is he heared everything!!.. I was embarrassed to face him.. So I bowed my head and looked at the floor to hide my embarrassed face..
• "Oh.. sss.. sir.. I was cleaning.." I told while bowing my head down..
• "I can see it marumagala ( daughter in law)" He said in teasing tone and continued,
• "By the way, you can call me mama (father in law).. After cleaning this, go and take rest.. I will inform malar.."
• "Okay sir.. But, varun sir told me to call you as sir.." I replied with hesitation
• " Don't worry.. I will talk him about it.. You should call me Mama( father in law).. Its my order.. Okay.. You also like my daughter" His father.. Oops !!.. I mean.. Mama told me with a smile..
• "Okay mama" I replied him back with a smile..