Chapter 48

• Varun pov,
• I was blindly believed that she would never leave me.. When I couldn't able find her after searching everywhere, I slowly begin to realize that my gundu really leaved her varun.. Whenever I thinks of her last words that she uttered in the canteen about our baby, I feel a cruel pain in my heart.. The thought, that what if she said might be true, was gruelling my soul.. Unable to bear that pain, I start to convince myself that whatever she said must be lie..
• I could not believe and accept that she had left me.. Therefore, I went to all her friends house in search of her but no one knew where she had gone.. I could not bear her separation.. Wherever I look, the pain I had given her came and stood before my eyes like fire.. I was wandering around like crazy not knowing what to do.. I started to consume drugs to endure all my pain.. I began to torment myself with the thought that I was the reason for her pain.. I don’t know how to endure my pain without help of drugs.. I knew that I took the wrong way to find the relief for my pain and it's going to destroy me completely.. However, drugs became only way for me to relieve the pain which I'm going through now..