Chapter 4

• Rosie pov,
• Ring... Ring..
• Hearing my phone ringtone, I wake up and tried to get up from the bed.. Because of body pain, I get up from bed with difficulty..
• Varun.. Is he animal ??.. What he done to my body.. Everywhere full of his bite marks..what to do with him ??.. Why he was behaving like this ??.. He hate me na ??.. Then why he is touching me ??.. Even forcing me to sleep in this small bed.. Damn bed.. I couldn't even able turn while sleeping...Everything is confusing as hell.. Let's leave that topic and attend the phone call.. Call from office.. What will I tell them ??
• After picking up the call, I answered
• "Hello sir.. Good morning"
• "Good morning dear.. Why u don't came office.. Is everything okay ??" Sir asked me from other side of phone..
• "Sir.. Actually due to some problem i came to my hometown.. Can you give me 6 month leave after that I will come.. Please sir its urgent"..
• As I was talking on the phone, unexpectedly varun snatched phone from my hand.. He is standing infront of me only wearing towel around his waist.. Water droplets are still in his hair and body.. oh!!.. Is he came directly from bathroom after his bath without even drying his body!!.. I blushed like a fool after seeing him in towel.. Even we did it many times, still I can't control redness which is spreading around my cheek
• "Rosie.. Don't drool over him.. Control"... My mind remind me..
• Yes.. I should control myself..What he is talking with sir??.. With these thinking, I start to focus on his talking..
• "Yeah uncle, everything is fine.. No.. She don't come back.. Yeah.. I will send her resign letter through mail.. Okay uncle.. Bye"...
• After speaking all this, he cut the call without minding my protest..
• I was hell shocked..When sir became this uncle??.. Why he is doing this??.. Where will i get another job ??.. What will I do after 6 month ??.. Without job, how will I pay my hostel rent??.. After facing so many struggles, I got this job.. While thinking about all the problem I faced in last 2 years.. I got angry.. Who give rights to him to do this !!...
• "VARUN.. WHY YOU DID THIS??.. AFTER 6 MONTH WHAT WILL I DO??.. HOW AND WHERE I WILL GET ANOTHER JOB EVEN WITHOUT DEGREE ??.. DO KNOW HOW I GET THIS JOB AFTER FACING SO MUCH STRUGGLES ??.. I LOVED YOU TRULY FOR THAT I DID MANY MISTAKE.. I KNOW WHAT I DID IS WRONG.. BUT I DID IT FOR MY LOVE..PLEASE FORGIVE ME.. I WILL NOT BE A BURDEN IN YOUR LIFE ANYMORE.. AFTER GETTING DIVORCE, I WILL GO FROM HERE.. PLEASE DON'T BREAK ME ANYMORE.. PLEASE"..I shouted furiously and cried ..
• *Mature Content Warning*
• While looking directly at eyes, he start to walk towards me and sat in the bed near to me..
• Is I over reacted??.. Is he going beat me??.. I look down and gulped the thump formed on my throat..
• He held my chin and made me to look at him.. Then he pulled my chin towards his face and told in playfull tone,
• "Lets see how much you love me"..
• Before processing his word, he removed bedsheet which is covering my body and pushed me on bed.. l lie down on the bed nakedly due to his push.. Even we had sex many time, still he don't seen me naked..I don't want to see disgust in his eyes, So I closed my eyes.. I loath myself.. I know he will mock me after seeing my body.. I felt his touch on my thighs.. He separate my thighs using his and extend it widely..
• I know what he is planning to do.. What i told him??.. What he is doing now??.. Is he pshyco??.. Why he was behaving like this??
• Then suddenly he pulled me towards him, keeping one hand my back and other hand on back side of my neck.. In the shock, I opened my eyes and saw our position.. I was sitting on his lap and my legs were placed around his hip.. He pulled me up little and entered inside me in a swift motion.. I gasped and bite my lower lip to control my moan.. Abruptly he told me,
• " Hug me tightly gundu.. I want to feel your warmth very close to me"..
• I hugged him like he told and placed my head on his chest.. He also hugged me tightly and bited on my shoulder and told,
• "Rosie.. Remember this always... Your mine.. Only mine.. Your body, Your soul, Your love, Your everything is only belong to me.."
• After saying it, he start to move roughly.. And at the same time, he constantly kissed and licked my shoulder where he bited a while ago.. After three rounds, he laid above me and hugged me tightly while staying inside me.. At that moment, I was trying to catch my breath hustlingly.. Is he planning to kill me??..
• "Gundu.. Gundu" He called me in a soft tone..
• I don't replied him anything and shifted my glance to other side to avoid his stare.. Why still he is not moving away from my body !!.. Is he thinking to do it again!!
• Out of the blue, he called me "Mrs.varun"..
• Hearing his acknowledge about our relation, I was totally stunned and glanced at his eyes with my tear filled eyes.. But he pecked my lips and kissed my wedding chain (which is lying around my neck) asked me in a soft tone,
• " For the last 2 years, you believed that we are divorced.. Then, why you are still wearing mangalyam( wedding chain) ??"..
• I don't know, what to reply him..After knowing, we are divorced, I couldn't able to took off my wedding chain because its my identity as a married women.. Only thing which I have as his memories is my wedding chain.. How can I remove it ??.. My thoughts are pushed away by his voice again,
• "Gundu.. You are Christian.. Then, Why you select hindus type wedding chain??.. Anyway, we are going to divorce in 6 months.. So, what's the use of wearing it anymore.. Quickly remove it and give me"..
• Without having patience to listen my words, he tried to remove my wedding chain..
• "Varun.. Please stop.. Please don't remove it.. I'm begging you, let me wear it.. Please".. I told him with tear filled eyes and tried to remove his hand from my wedding chain..
• How can i remove it ??.. Its only thing which connecting him with me.. Its mine.. I will wear it upto my last breath.. He can't take it away from me.. Yes.. I was born and brought up in Christian family.. But i fall in love with varun who is from hindu family.. So i brought my wedding chain and get married to him in hindus way because I don't want him to change.. I want him as the way how he was.. But, he is thinking my love is my selfishness and foolishness.. According to him, I did everything due to my possessiveness and stubbornness..
• "Ssh.. Ssh.. Gundu.. Don't cry.. Okay.. I'm not removing it.. Okay".. He told and removed his hand from wedding chain..
• I just nodded and tried to control my tears..
• "Gundu.. listen me you have to follow some rules here" He told in a strict tone..
• Rules ah!!.. What it may be ??.. Anyway he was finding some more excuses to punish me further..
• "When I'm talking with you, look at my eyes .. Don't bow your head like a child.. Okay"..
• Aftet saying it, he just laughed and kissed my lips and told me with a smile,
• "Your looking cute"..
• I blushed hardly and stared at him like Aww... Is it true!!.. He called me cute.. Woah!!.. Am i dreaming!!.. My thoughts cut away by his voice..
• "1. You have to call me sir.. Mainly in front of my parents..
• 2. You have to do all the household chores like Cooking, Cleaning..
• 3. You have to respect my parents.. And if they ask you to do something then you have to do without complaining.. Mainly call my parents as madam and sir..
• 4. If anyone ask, who are you...Why are you staying here, just tell them you are maid who is going to working here for 6 month..
• 5.Mainly before night 10 clock you have to come our room after finishing all work and you have wake up before 6 clock in morning and do all the household works..
• 6. Don't forget to take pill whenever we do sex.. I don't want to carry any other responsibility now...
• Do you understand.. If you to dare disobey any rules then your punishment will be severe"
• I just nodded as to reply him..
• After hearing all this, I just want to cry.. I want to be alone.. I want to go far away from him.. I don't want be unwanted thing in his home.. He was planning to treat me like maid.. Why again again he is breaking my heart ??.. After whatever happened in morning, I thought may be he is trying to give chance to our relation.. But, What I thinked is wrong... He is again and again thinking how to punish me..
• Knock..knock..
• All of sudden, we heard knocking sound.. After hearing knocking sound, I laid on the bed numbly with the thought what will I do if anyone see us like this.. Therefore I tried to push him away and whispered,
• " Varun, leave me"..
• "Gundu don't move, see again you make me hard" he whispered back and start his move slowly.. I was bitting my lower lip hardly to control my moan..
• "Anna (Brother).. .Come and have breakfast.. Amma (mother) called you" Someone shouted from outside.. Its manju voice.. His sister..
• "Okay.. You go.. I will come..".. He shouted back while continuing his torture on my body.. With one last thrust, he left my body forcibly.. I stared at him with widened eyes.. He look at me with a smrik and get up from bed nakedly.. Without having little bit of shame, he start to dress up infront of me.. I blushed and moved my glance other side..
• *Mature content over*
• "Blushing.. After hearing all his rules also your still blushing like fool.. Idiot.. He is thinking you as a maid.. I can't believe it.." my mind mocked me
• "Gundu.. Get ready soon and come downstairs and don't forget to hide those hickeys" He told me with a wink and start to go downstairs..
• Oh God!!... How i am going get up from this bed !!.. My whole body are paining like a hell.. I can't even able to move leg.. While biting my lower lip, I tried get up..
• As I was trying to get up, In a flash second, I was in air..How!!.. Then only I noticed varun carrying me to bathroom.. How he was carrying me coolly like this.. oh god.. I will break his hand..
• So I told him in low voice,
• "Leave me, I can walk"..
• He don't replied anything just carried me to bathroom.. After making me stand near the shower, he told me in normal tone..
• " Take bath in warm water and come downstairs soon"..
• I only nodded..
• After taking bath in warm water, I felt little relaxed and my body pain start to subside.. Now I can walk without winching in pain..But why he carried me..?? Anyway I have to thank him.. I would not have reach bathroom with this pain if he not helped me..
• "Did you forget it ??.. He only caused you this pain".. My mind mocked me
• I blushed as I remembered our intimacy which happened in last night and this morning.. After suppressing my emotions, I got of bathroom and got ready to go downstairs..