Hanging out with Layla has really been quite good,I met different people,I got to know the famous model and Instagram influencer, Madisyn through Layla.
I wanted love but I always got the opposite so I gave up trying until I saw him.
He was my type of guy,even though it's not up to an hour but there's nothing wrong with love at first sight.
He was calm,he had the looks,gosh he was so cute!.
His eyes were everything,girls wanted him and I felt insecure about that because I have always been overshadowed.
Different types of girls liked him ranging from hour glass shape to model like bodied girls.
Layla could get any guy she wanted,she's hot, she has nice fashion sense,she always complained of different guys hitting her up from Instagram even some Madisyn's friends has tried.
Everytime we went out,she was always the first option before me, sometimes it made me insecure about my body and my looks.
There's Ivy,even though she doesn't care about her beauty or anything,they still come especially final year guys.
When I saw Riley,I was wowed then I remembered he will definitely pick Ivy or Layla or any other girl before me.
Lucky for me,he didn't seem to like Ivy neither did she and Layla have an eye for Riley.
The ride to his house was quite uncomfortable,I kept staring at him through the rear view mirror but he never noticed because he was too busy staring angrily at his face which was hot.
I was too busy with my phone,I didn't know when we drove into a big mansion.
We got down from the car,Jayden didn't look amazed,it seemed like it was his first time here,the exterior design was very beautiful,two other cars were parked outside,it had a water fountain that was so pretty.
The compound was so huge,as we got into the house,I admired each and every bit of the interior designs,I got distracted when cute Chihuahua dogs ran to meet us.
"Awwwn so cute."I grabbed one and petted her.
"She's adorable."Layla commented.
"I know right,I wanna steal her."I rubbed her fur.
"The rooms are upstairs."Riley stated briefly before going upstairs.
"Remind me why I'm here again...."Ivy mumbled to herself.
This girl needs to chill,she doesn't have to be so uptight.
"To have fun."I replied her.
"Yeah sure."She scoffed.
He had other dogs but they were essential dogs and they looked vicious.
"Let's take a tour round the house."Layla suggested.
"But it's not ours."I stated.
"So?..he won't be offended,let's go."She pulled me.
We found ourselves walking in the hallway, different enlarged pictures of his family members were on the walls.
"Layla!."Someone called her.
"Yeah,I'm coming,see you!."She left me.
I opened the first door I saw,it was obviously his room,it had a dark aura not scary dark,just the depressed dark aura but it was well arranged and had alot of interesting stuff.
"You can come in."A deep voice said.
"Ah!."I wasn't expecting it.
"Sorry,I didn't mean to scare you."He apologized as he laughed.
"No p."I passed him a smile as I got in.
I wasn't really comfortable because of the tiny crush I had on him.
I sat quite far away from him,I was glad he didn't draw nearer,he was busy with his laptop.
The room was quiet,I guess I was breathing loud because of my uncomfy state.
When he was done,he took off his white shirt and I closed my eyes.
"She isn't a child,I actually like your company you seem calm,cool..."He stated.
"Thanks...."I avoided his eyes.
He's so charming.
"And pretty."He complimented.
Oh my fucking gosh!!.
"Uh... thanks."I finally smiled at him.
"Killer smile too."He continued.
I let out an uncomfortable laughter.
Was he really serious?!,how can a fine guy like this actually think I'm pretty.
Maybe he's lying.
"I'm so grateful you are the one here not poisoned Ivy."He rolled his eyes,his face held disdain.
"You guys really detest each other."I commented.
"Not really,I just hate her personality,if she could change it,I might like her."He stated as he walked into the bathroom.
Might like her?.
Hmmm,maybe he's a flirt.
I walked to look at myself in the mirror.
"How's this face pretty?."I asked nobody in particular.
"I have no ass or big boobs to make any guy like me and my face is nothing to write home about,I wish I could exchange my looks with Layla or Ivy since they didn't seem to care about their blessings."I mumbled.
Why did I think he will like me?,he's probably flirting with me,there are better options out there,he can get them.
How long have I been thinking or he was fast with his shower?!.
"Uh..no,I was just trying to remove a pimple."I lied.
"Why don't we go upstairs?,just you and I."He suggested.
"Can you swim?."He asked.
"Okay,if you aren't comfortable with it,we can invite the others so it will be a mini pool party."
"I'm comfortable with it but it will be better if we invited them so they won't feel left out."I lied.
"Good idea."He walked out.
I stood there,my insecurities were starting to get the worst not the best out of me.
"You coming?."He asked.
"Yeah,sure."I got out of the room.
I should stay away from him to avoid getting hurt.
Or maybe he's genuine.
I played with girl's feelings in the past since I was among the top hot guys in our clique of 5 in my high school but then I fell in love and that was the beginning of my doom.
It turned out one of my friends collided with my ex to betray me for something I'm not aware of up till now.
I turned cold,I didn't trust anybody for months,I don't trust anybody at all.
All girls are the same.
I wasn't going to risk my heart again but then,I wanted to get my revenge on the female gender.
I wasn't going to be soft hearted for any of them although two girls has caught my attention.
Kimora seemed quite quiet and innocent but I knew innocent looking people couldn't be trusted.
She had a calm personality but she seemed broken,past relationships can make alot of girls insecure.
I made alot of girls insecure and I regretted it though when I met Kim.
I wasn't really into her,she was pretty and I could tell she liked me so I wasn't going to play her,I was going to help her to be less insecure and boost her confidence.
She's pretty but she doesn't know,I planned to give her the friendly vibes except maybe I fall for her which will never happen.
The people I wanted to crush so bad and shatter them into tiny pieces was Ivy.
I detest her some much,she acts as if she doesn't need anybody,I'm antisocial my foot.
We both know that you got betrayed and you are broken as well,stop trying to act tough.
I want to break those wings so bad and I will.
"Hey guys."I greeted them.
"You wanna go for a swim upstairs?."I asked them.
"Yeah,I really need to dip myself into cool water."Layla replied in a relaxing tone.
"Yeah and I really need to see that sexy body in a bikini."Madison whispered but I heard him.
"Sure,I feel like flexing my muscles."Jayden stated.
Remaining poisoned Ivy.
"I don't like water so I'm not coming."She finally replied as everybody looked at her.
"Now,I know that she could drown,I would really love if she came."I mumbled.
"I wanna come, someone will teach me how to swim,Jayden?."She smirked as she looked at me.
Fall in the pool and drown.
Don't be bitter.
"I will."Jayden smiled at her.
I'm so going to make her fall for me and crush into tiny pieces because I hate her.
I wasn't really comfortable with water,I almost drowned when I was 8,it was a really scary moment,my life flashed between my very own eyes.
I was finally ready to overcome my fears so I decided to learn how to swim and Jayden seemed to be the perfect tutor.
Mr Grumpy didn't want me to come but I cared less,Kimora was by his side,she was the clingy type.
Poor girl,I hope she doesn't get played.
She was really happy with my behavior whenever her crush was around.
They were busy doing their lovey dovey or should I say he was throwing his playboy's skills in the air and she was breathing them in with so much happiness.
Layla and Madison on the other hand seemed to have a serious sexual tension because she was rocking him hard,he was drunk and he seemed to be enjoying every moment of it, they left us and went in to probably have sex.
Jayden was a nice coach,I learnt a thing or two when he was done,he left to cook up something for us to eat.
I was left with the player and the playee.
I sat by one side of the pool as I kicked the water with my legs but I stopped when something caught my attention,he leaned in for a kiss and she grabbed the opportunity by kissing him.
He lifted her up and she wrapped her legs tight around him,he squeezed her boobs since she was in a sexy bikini.
I shook my head and left as well.
Madison and Layla has met several times since they are friends or something like that but Kim and Riley,he seemed like he wanted to have sex with her and dump her.
None of my business anyways,I'm not the one who's going to cry by tomorrow morning.
I couldn't sleep because I kept seeing him in my dreams.
I meant my ex not Riley,don't think otherwise.
He was the direct opposite anytime he appeared in my dreams,I hate seeing him.
I woke up with tears in my eyes when I remembered the reason why I'm not my old self.
I really missed the bubbly social me not this broken,never going to be happy piece of shit,I have become.
Why did you break me?.
I wiped my tears and grabbed my laptop and headed downstairs.
Why's he awake?!.
"You don't sleep,do you?."He asked when he saw me.
"Are you done fucking?."I fired back.
"How's that your business?."He glared.
"I don't think it's nice for you to leave your girl after sex to watch TV,she will feel bad."I commented.
"Nobody asked for your opinion and I put her to sleep."He stated.
"I never knew you had the kind of dick to do that."I eyed him.
"Now that you do,wanna try?."He smirked.
"Man-whore...that's what you are are."I said in disgust.
"She definitely wants to try."He told nobody in particular.
"Final stage is denial."
"Can you be less annoying?!."
"And more charming?."
"No,that's not what I wanted to say."
"Come on,babe,we know you are mad that I chose Kim over you."
"Don't you ever call me your babe because I'm not and will never!."
"Do you prefer Poisoned Ivy?."
"Ugh!!!,I hate you so much!!!."
I attacked him,more like I unconsciously found myself straddling him while hitting her.
I didn't realize until he locked his arms around my waist.
"You have nice ass and slim waist,I like it."He licked his lips.
I struggled to get out.
"Chill,you don't need to be an angry bird all the time,I'm calm now and you should too."He stated calmly.
I hate staring at his face.
"Let go of me,you horny bastard!."I continued hitting him.
"I will grope you if you don't stop hitting me and if you want me to let you go,you will have to apologise for all the insults and meaningless quarrels with me or you will kiss me."
"Ewww,I won't kiss you and I won't apologize either,I hate you okay and nothing is going to....."He shut me up with a kiss.
Two reasons why I hate this boy so much.
One- he looks like my ex and I hate seeing his face because it reminds me of him.
Two- he's a player because he kissed me after having sex with my friend.
Soft lips though.
He broke the kiss and we stared into each other's eyes,for a minute,I was calm because his eyes were pretty attractive and it reminded me of him so much,how I would stare into those charming eyes and fall more deeply into his evil trap!.
Realization hit me.
"That made you calm..."I shut him up with a hot slap and got off him.
"Don't you try that again with me,how can you shamelessly admit that you are a player!,I hate you so much,now you are going to make Kim dislike me more,how can you use me to betray my friend?!,you are just like him,I hate both of you!."I cried as I fell to the ground.
"I'm sorry....I didn't mean to....there was a tension between us...."He touched me.
"There's any tension between us,you liar,you dislike me so why would you kiss me except you hate me so much that's why you did it,stay the hell away from me."
"It was a mistake,I will tell Kim I was the one who kissed you,I'm really sorry,I will stay away."He apologized.
He had the alcohol scent in his mouth.
"Don't tell her,you are drunk,you wouldn't have kissed me if you were in your normal grumpy state,just stay away from me and stop kissing different girls."I left the living room and went back to my room.