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Chapter 7 Needing Him

  • "What are you doing here my child?" her old shaky raspy voice woke me up. I slowly opened my eyes and looked to my left where her voice was coming from, and there she was laying down beside me. Her wrinkled face, her rotten teeth her dark eyes facing me, her nails scraped my bare arm as she was touching me.
  • I was terrified, my tears flowed, I was trying to get up from my dream. It felt like a dream, I couldn't smell her, I was safe, it was a dream, I just had to wake up.
  • "You need to get away from him or you will die, he is a cursed man. He will live a sad life, that is his destiny. Come with me, my son is waiting for you..." I was screaming and crying hard, her hand tugged me upwards, making her nails dug deeper onto my flesh.
  • But then I heard his voice in a distance. He was calling me. He was telling me to wake up.
  • "Flo, wake up Flo. Damn it! Florence....please you need to fight it, follow my voice! You can do it..."
  • I was crying harder, I was screaming and kicking, but I couldn't wake up. Not until he touched me and hold me in his embrace. Then, I finally opened my eyes.
  • He was looking deep into mine, while he wiped my tears away. And that was when I winced, making him back away and looked at my arm.
  • "Damn it... let me get the kit." He came back moments later, then help me clean my wounds and put on the band-aid.
  • His hand was warm, it relaxes me. I snuggled onto his chest, wrapping my arms around him.
  • "Florence, we can't...maybe we should..." his voice sounded unsure as he kept on talking to me.
  • I backed away from him, feeling unwanted. Then I went to lay down on my previous side, with my back facing away from him. My tears fall as I feel myself was being rejected by him. I shouldn't even have this feeling, I cursed myself for being able to see my future.
  • "Florence..."
  • "I'm good Walt, you can go. Thank you." I pulled the blanket and covered my body, suddenly I felt very cold. This was a new kind of coldness, I had never felt this sad in my entire life before. My heartache for him, but I know he was still building his wall.
  • But then I feel the bed dipped. I could feel his warmth behind me, he was spooning me and putting his arm on my waist. Then he kissed my naked shoulder. He was only wearing his pajama pants, I could feel his warm naked chest against my tank top covered skin. 
  • "Florence, I'm sorry...please forgive me. I just...this feeling is too intense for me. Flo baby, look at me..." he whispered as he kissed my hair. I turned around wiping my tears away and looked at him.
  • "I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry for making you sad. I didn't mean to make you cry." He kissed the top of my head and pulled me onto his naked chest. It felt like coming home, I sighed as he hugged me closer and rubbed my back.
  • It was like déjà vu like we had done this a thousand times already.
  • "I know Flo...I felt it too." He told me as he sighs, and keeps on rubbing my back.
  • "Walt..." I looked at him, my hand trailed his chest. I was biting my lip, I needed him. I feel like I needed him to make me forget about her. It felt like a familiar thing to do. But I still wasn't sure that he wanted us to happen the way it was intended to.
  • But then he cupped my jaw and kissed me. His lips touched mine, his facial hair tickled my face softly. I was opening my lips, as his thumb stroked my cheek.
  • "You need to stop me, Flo, we shouldn't be doing this." He whispered hoarsely in my ear.
  • His hand was caressing my back and slid under my tank top, while his other one was lazily touching my boxer shorts.
  • But I kissed him back while my fingers combed his hair, making him moaned my name. Then he was on top of me in seconds, trailing his kisses down to my neck. I arched my back giving him more, wanting him more. He played my nipples expertly, I wanted to feel his skin on mine. And it was as if he was reading my mind when he pulled off my top and licked and sucked my nipple with his mouth. I was moaning his name louder, he was grinding his hardness between my legs.
  • "Flo baby, you really need...to...stop...me..." he kissed me with each word, but I kept on touching him. His body felt so right, I feel like I need more of him.
  • "More...Walter please..." I easily slid down his pants and touched him for the first time.
  • "Damn it Flo...we...fuck baby, just like that..." I could feel his hot breath on my ear, but he was still holding himself back.
  • "Walter, take me, please. Make me yours, I'm supposed to be yours. Baby please..." he finally loses his control as he took off my shorts and kissed me down there.
  • I was beyond mortified that he did that, I was so embarrassed and tried to push him away. But then I moaned louder seconds later when he roughly tugged my hips closer to him and gave me the most intense feeling ever.
  • "Walter..." I was bucking my hips to him, wanting more of what he was doing to me.
  • I whined as he left me with an unfinished feeling, making him chuckled.
  • But then he was on top of me kissing and licking my neck, he was aligning himself with mine. My heart was beating harder.
  • "Shit! condoms...wait..."
  • I groaned louder.
  • "What the fuck Walt!" I was frustrated, but then he was back and smirking at me, making me blushed.
  • "You are very impatient Flo, all good things take time..." He kissed me again, building up my needs for him. His fingers pleasure me just as good as his tongue did moments ago.
  • Then he pushed himself in me, he was surprised when he saw me winced and felt my tightness.
  • "Shit! Flo why didn't you tell me...sshh, I'll go, slow baby, I'm sorry but you will be...fuck baby, so fucking tight."
  • "Walt maybe this is not how...it hurts, I don't think...I think you're too big for me." I was whimpering under him until he finally thrust himself deeper in me, then he kept on moving until I feel the pleasure building inside me.
  • I was moaning his name over and over again, each time louder. Until I finally climax and he followed me not long after.
  • We were sated, he was slumped beside me and kissed my shoulder. "Thank you, baby..." He told me as he pulled me to his chest.
  • Then he went to the bathroom disposing of the condom, then was back after getting me a damp cloth. I was embarrassed, but he insisted on taking care of me.
  • "Walter, would you stay with me? I don't want to sleep alone."
  • He didn't answer but gently pulled me onto his naked chest. I sighed and fall asleep instantly. It felt like, we had done this a thousand times before.