Chapter 41 Don't Ever Mention Him Again

• The air is so good and cool, the fresh breeze blowing up in Japan is so great. I never knew Japan was so cool and beautiful, just the thought of it alone reminded me of Haru. Was it this kind of place he lived in before? I know, deep inside me that I shouldn't be thinking of him, but the more I see Japan, the more I think of him. I shouldn't be thinking of someone that I lost, someone that betrayed me, in which I almost resulted into suicide back then. I was so in love with him that I depended and put all of my hope, body and soul on Haru. I took him as my God. I cherished him so much and always thought about him back then and forgot what it was like to grow and forgot to also look at myself and try to outgrow him too. I was so lost and he just suddenly disappeared without informing me, including Keith also disappeared too. I rested my chin in my hands, it was time to let go and I buried the past at the back of my mind a long time ago, but seeing Japan brought the memories back and it could also be, because of what Haru said, being from Japan. It's been two weeks and Jack made friends with our roommates and they are so nice and carefree with us most especially, they know how to talk and Jack also did the same thing, blabbing about everything in life. It made me smile too. I'm working on a project for a company, so once I'm done. I'm going back to the UK as soon as possible, but I will miss these guys. They made us feel welcomed and feel at home, they also know how to sing and I'm thinking of going to their studio soon and even for their competition too.
• They've helped us a lot.
• "Hey, Johan.' Jack called as he ran towards me with some nylon in his hands, I looked over at him and frowned at what he was holding. He sat down beside me and brought the food he was holding and smiled at me.