Chapter 4

• Leka pov,
• I opened my eyes as sunlight directly hits on my face through window.. Again I closed my eyes and squirmed on the bed with no intention of waking up from sleep.. Abruptly I sit on the bed with the pain as yesterday night memory strike in my mind.. Tears welled up in my eyes as I remembered the events of last night.. I looked for him around the house with the aid of my eyes.. Did he leave me naked in the bed and gone to work ??.. I get out of bed with pain and tied bedsheet around me with difficulty and tried to walk but I fell to the ground as I could not walk because of the pain.. I layed on the floor for a while and then get up slowly with the support of bed..
• I slowly went near the shelve and took one of his dress from his bag and went to the bathroom to take a shower.. I felt so hungry because I hadn’t eaten anything since yesterday.. Therefore, I went to the kitchen after taking a shower.. Tears welled up in my eyes again when I saw the food I cooked for him last night.. Foods are not spoiled yet as I cooked everything last night.. I ate the food which I cooked last night.. After washing the plate, I went to the bed to sleep somemore time as I don't have any other work.. The humiliation I experienced from him last night did not allow me to sleep.. May be the humiliation that I faced last night was also the punishment for the sin I had committed.. When will the punishment for the sin I committed would end ??..
• The sound of knocking on the door disturbed my sleep.. Everything around me was dark when I opened my eyes.. I went to open the door wondering if I had slept upto the night.. I opened the door and saw him who was standing with a carrier bag in his hand.. All the events from last night came before my eyes at the instant my glance landed on him.. I don't want to hear his mocking words again.. Therefore, without saying anything, I went and sit on the bed..
• He came inside the house and took off his shirt and took out some new bulbs from carrier bag.. Then he fitted the bulb into the electrical socket.. He fitted the bulb in hall, kitchen, bathroom and infront of the house.. After turning on the lights, he went to bathroom to take a shower.. Our whole house glowed with the brighness of bulb and my face glowed with happiness at the instant I saw the brightness in our house..
• I don't cooked anything for him today.. I know that he is not going to eat it no matter what I cook.. With these thought, I laid in the bed and closed my eyes to sleep again..
• "LEKA"
• Hearing his angry voice, I opened my eyes.. Then I saw him sitting on the bed near me with the food parcel in his hand.. I get up and sit on the bed and looked at him confusingly.. He placed food parcel on my lap and told me with smile..
• "Leka, no one should sleep with empty stomach.. So have your dinner first after that you can sleep again.."
• "I already had dinner" I told him and placed the food parcel on the bed and tried to lay on the bed..
• Before I could lay on the bed, he held my hand and pulled me towards him and hugged me and told me,
• "Sorry leka.. I don't know why I behaved like that yesterday night.. Please forgive me leka.. Please don't hate me.. If you are angry with me, its okay I can understand it but please have your dinner"
• I don't hugged back him and I just stay still without saying anything but suddenly he held my face in his hand and kissed my scald cheek and told me,
• "Sorry leka.. Please forgive me.."
• I nodded with bright smile and start to have the dinner.. After kissing my forehead, he went to the bathroom.. Everyone look my scald cheek with disgust but he kissed it with love..It shows the love he has for me..Hari loves me.. I had the dinner with a smile..
• He came out of the bathroom when I finished eating.. I get up from the bed and went to the kitchen to wash my hand.. After washing my hands, I came back to hall and saw him who is laying on the bed.. After I turning off the light, I went and laid on the bed.. He hugged me from behind and asked me in confused tone,
• "Leka.. Why you are wearing my dress??"
• "I have no other clothes except I wore yesterday.. Why don't you like it ??" I asked him in low tone..
• "No.. I love to see you in my dress.." he told me in a deep voice and removed first two buttons of his shirt which I was wearing and he loosened it upto my shoulder and placed wet kisses on my shoulder and whispered,
• "Tomorrow I will buy new dress for you"
• I moaned because of his wet kisses and stop his hand which is tried to remove other buttons of his shirt from my body.. He asked me,
• "When will you get pregnant ??"
• I turned to face him and looked at him shockingly and asked,
• "Why ??.. Do you like babies that much??"
• For which he smiled and kissed my forehead and told me,
• "Yes.. I want us to have many babies"
• I kissed his chest and told him pleasurably,
• "Okay.. I will give birth to child as much you want.."
• I hugged him and placed my face on his chest and asked,
• "Hari.. I don't know anything about your family.. I only saw your parents at our wedding.. Can you tell me about your family ??"
• "Leka.. I already told you, please don't touch me with your shaky hand.. I feel uncomfortable when you touch me with your shaky hand.."
• I looked at him with tears and immediately took my hand from his body and tried to move away from his grip.. He looked at me with a smile as if he had not hurt me with his words and he tightened his grip and pulled me towards him more closely and told me,
• "Leka.. I'm from very poor family.. Totally eight people's are in my family including you.. My parents, three sisters, one brother and you.. A sister and brother is studying college and my other two sisters not completed their schooling yet.. I'm working hardly to give them good life.. I have never bought anything for me yet..I will send my whole salary to home thatswhy I didn't bought any neccessary items for this house.. I will eat at office canteen as food is free at office canteen.. Do you know what my dream is ??"
• I nodded as no..He pecked my lips and told me,
• "My dream is live with you and our babies happily after fulfilling all my obligations"