Chapter 39 Investigation

• I wished I was soulless so that I couldn't feel anything for anyone. How cool would it be to live your life with no worries; nobody to feel for and nobody to hurt for. I hated myself for thinking about the past and the people who had hurt me, I shouldn't have felt anything towards anyone. I should have been soulless for them to realize that I was unbreakable.
• My eyes tried to find peace in the lonely dimmed emergency room they had assigned me to but it was like everytime I found peace, it was temporarily timed. My hands melodically hugged my knees as my ears perked up at the sound of my heart monitor.
• "I am sorry, dad," I whimpered to myself as I continued to whisper, "I was not a good daughter to you, I am sorry for interrupting your deserved peace by the baggage I had carried around, sometimes, I wish that you would appear like a ghost stuck here for unfinished business just so I could finally say a proper goodbye to you, " I clasped my hands tightly on my knees on the bed, away from the shattered clasps that claimed my insanity.