Chapter 42

• NATALIE'S P. O. V
• I looked at Taylor speechless as I did know how to say yes to him. I wanted him so badly to kiss me; I've always wanted him to kiss me and now that I had it, I was speechless and did know how to react to it. I stared at his lips with hunger and desire, my heart kept beating me to say yes and not hold back, the reason I couldn't say anything was something I couldn't say; the feeling was very much overwhelming. That moment, it felt like the whole world had faded for a while and it was just the two of us in the world, it felt unbelievable. I saw the way his face had lit up the moment I told him I was going to say the same thing he said to me to him.
• When I didn't say anything to him, he took my hand in his and before I knew it, his lips were on mine, I didn't resist, I couldn't even if I tried, it felt good. His lips were soft just like I had imagined them to be, it was the first real kiss I have had since my life. I let myself enjoy what it felt like and him to savor my lips as he wanted. He didn't kiss me for long because I did not kiss him back. He just stopped and looked at me sternly, probably wondering why I didn't kiss him back. I couldn't tell him that it was my first kiss. I prayed for the ground to swallow me at that moment because I was dying with shyness.