Chapter 51

• Playing an unfair game and vanishing all my dolor, wrath, literally everything into thin air on one night, Because she is my Candice after all, how can I stay away from her divine presence? She surely knows how to blind me in her allure. And I bend my knees against everything, left with nothing. I should have expected it. I Can't do this but still I feel repentant for treating her like this, Being this over possessive and inducing fright in her heart.
• There’s no meaning to be angry anymore.
• Candice fell asleep with her head on my laps while I played the piano. I took her back to our room and gently laid her down, “I am sorry, Love.” I whispered in her ears, kissing her forehead, penitence emerged from me. How can I treat the person I love deeply like this?