- Jane and I stayed for about 1 more hour at the graveyard after the funeral and Jane was still bawling her eyes out as I stroked her shoulder to calm her down. I stopped crying because I need to show Jane that I was strong so she must be too, but deep inside of my heart I still can't believe that I lost the man I love the most, my support system and one of my two reasons to live until now.
- We got back to our house and we parted ways to enter our own bedroom, I cried as soon as I close my bedroom door. Everything happened was because of that jerk. If only he didn't drug me to satisfy his damn lust, papa won't be mad at me and he will still be here with us, he even can undergo his heart surgery and be healthy again.
- " Fuckkk!!!!!!!!! Fuck that asshole!!" I usually don't swear but all these shits was just so overwhelming.