Chapter 159 The Sweet Beginning

• "It is ridiculous, right?" He asks me as he continues to smoke as he tries to avoid my gaze.
• "What is ridiculous?" I questioned.
• He breathes out heavily through his mouth, "Finding out that a military guy like me is fucking gay. You know, for years I kept my true identity a secret because I continuously have this fear that the people at the barracks would treat me the way my own father would treat me." He groans inwardly as he takes another puff of smoke into his lungs and releases it through his mouth, "It was not only the way they would treat me after but also the fact that they would be ice hard on acceptance about it or be a bitch about it like my own old man. Being gay at work would be so difficult and my juniors would think I’m disgusting."