Chapter 39 Ready For War

• Sid Pov
• I had not slept the whole night, just hugging Sahil and weeping. I am very strong but only I know how scared I am of my loneliness. My first wife had a clot in her brain. She was dying in front of my eyes and still, I could not do anything for her and now that I have fallen in love again, then I have to kill my love, Ahana. Darkness had fallen, It was 4 in the morning, I got away from Sahil and went to the washroom without saying anything to him. I washed my face and saw myself in the mirror. My eyes had turned red because of continuous crying. I calmed myself and went outside. I looked at Sahil who was standing holding my uniform. I took the uniform out of his hand and went back to the washroom to change it. As soon as I came out, Sahil held my hand and made me stand in front of the mirror.
• "See yourself, you are an army officer. You cannot be weak and remember what you always say" he said, looking at me.