Chapter 37 Waiting For Tomorrow

Sid Pov
After leaving Ahana in her room, I freshened up in my room. Even while taking a shower, I was thinking about Ahana only, remembering every moment I spent with her. Every single moment of this last 1 month has been very special for me. I always felt lonely after Anokhi was gone, but I forgot all about it when I was with Ahana. I forgot that I am alone. I had planned that I would win her trust by pretending to love her but here I lost my heart. I really loved her . If I see her in trouble, I suffer . Why God? Why do you always do this to me? Whomever I love, you snatch them from me. I didn't even realise when a lonely tear escaped from my eyes. I closed my eyes to calm myself. I just can't let my emotions get heavy in front of my duty. Ahana is a terrorist. She is against my country. I can't love her… I have to hate her and I have to remind myself of this again and again so that I can do my duty to my country.
I was lost in my thoughts when I heard the sound of the door knocking. I closed the shower when I heard Ahana's voice.