"I'm sorry." I come to him, stand in front of him and look at him with tears in my eyes, I didn't want to make him angry and certainly not sad.
“I can't do that yet. Maybe someday, but not yet. The only thing I see when I think of him is this goddamn car and how it explodes in a fireball. "He struggles with himself and I see the deep crease between his eyes.
"I'm so sorry." I stroke his cheek.
I'm glad Vera is there and takes care of everything while I sit on the couch with Taylor. He stares into space and I at the television without seeing anything.
When I lie in my bed in the evening, he lies down next to me and cries. He cries bitterly and he tears my heart apart.